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Friday, January 25, 2008

4:47 AM

today is reaaallly long. so many things happened 3/4 good, 1/4 suckish. but still i feel good, and surprisingly i dun wanna be affected by tht thing cos i know its amateur and very foolish, and will lead to nothing but fights. [hah! so chimy! :D]
anyway, lets start with the bad ):
today when i was going to tll my bag broke and all my books came tumbling out. [ohhh!] D:

ok now the good! :D
i saw a little boy holding a pretend light saber trying to cut the water coming out of the water fountain. aww so cute right? he looked so determined and everything and it just made me feel bright inside.. so cheesy but whatever. then i saw a woman give up her seat for a really really ancient po po.
but learning lab was the best. it really made me feel so damn high again eventhough the thing in school was such a suckish thing. mitchell,[eventhough gay, but very innocent] once again amused us with his stupidity, kah aik was also damn funny today so was justin. anyway, we all went to see new york. ( me, grace, oh shit i forgot tht girl's name, kah aik and shaun.) its WAYYYYY cool! but it was sooo empty.. hmm. then we saw the principal having a meeting and we ran. haha. dun ask me why. its was plain instinct. anyway, learning lab was fun and damn lame. end of story, if i go into details this post will be veryvery long and anyone, (who is even reading this and wasting her time) is going to sleep.
oh then when i went home my sis and dad were like soo lame. and we kept laughing and laughing.

chim-o-logy conclusion :D
so my point is.. though life is damn shitty sometimes, some things make you feel real good.. and you realise your very lucky. and im really happy i have that.

how can you say your a 2nd friend? i tolerated tht for 8 months last year, when we sat in class you always daoed me. made me feel left out. its not even 25 days and your complaining? wow. i try to make you feel un left out, cos i know what it feels like, but you say you wanna concentrate in class? then with xin'er, you feel like one you say? you do it to me even till now with many of the seniors, psl's whatever? even hairou and clara feel it too. ok maybe they have changed their point of view..since you talked to them and made me public enemy no.1. oh well. i pray to god tht you become more mature, stop thinking your life is damn hard to live, be more understanding, and know when people were actually there for you, you took them for granted and now you've lost them.. tell me? how many true friends do you actually have? anyway, claiming tht i treat you like a second friend is being hypocritical. dont i always go recess with you? dont tell me i have never comforted you? dont tell me tht i have never talked with you and helped you solve your problems.. seriously im warning you. you are losing friends fast. i really pray for your sake tht you come to before its too late cos no matter wad i still love you. and i still thinkj tht your nice and all. but you have changed and tht's one of the reasons im closer to xin'er. we have never had a fight before. we love each other like crazy, we laugh at each ither's jokes, we talk seriously, we can tell each other openly wad's wrong with them, we can do almost anything without a fight. if we can do the why cant you and i be the same?

anyway, i kept hearing this song: makes me wonder by maroon 5. i'll just show the chorus cos im getting lazy and tht part is the only related-to-me part. :x. :D

Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you,
Anymore,
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try

And you told me how you're feeling
But I don't believe it's true
Anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry

anyway, BIG THANK YOU TO THE DARLINGS THAT MADE ME FEEL HAPPY OR SPECIAL TODAY eventhough they may not know it.

xin'er, yiteng, jia yi, grassae [with her bikini dance], shaian, grace, kah aik, shaun, mitchell, justin, the girl whose name i dont know(sorry!), ms ng, erica, daddo, valesha, belle, wanyu, persa and the cute small boy with the light sabre. :D
thanks for everything. i love your to bits! whether its for your lameness, funnyness, caringness, blah blah blah..

now i shall go disturb tingwei! :D

i love you, ARCHY!

Labels: my only sunshine :D, you are my sunshine