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Wednesday, February 14, 2007

4:09 AM

today is valentine's day, but guess wad today was a day of MUCH sadness... :( i can tell you i am 100 % sure st nicks valentines day was a day of HAPPINESS. oh well, ok take this scenario and tell me if anyone of you think my life doesnt suck. you have two good friends who you are quite ok and close to. then suddenly, one calls the other names ( not even sure if that is true but lets just say), then the insulted one starts crying then the person who said the insult does not even noe wad she said wrong and starts crying when she hears the person crying is crying. ok complicated? i noe i am a bad explainer of scenarios. lets continue. ok then the insulted person crys for a very long time and so does the other one. then everyone runs to the insulted person and comforts her. then she still continues crying sumore so the person who said the insult is also still crying. then letters and little notes start flying to the person who supposedly said the insults. then the person is tired of explaining that she does not noe wad she said wrong that she replies with " censored". then trying- to- be- peacemaker comes along. she tries to listen to both sides cos it will be unfair to judge straight away. so she still friends both of them but is on no one's side. then ppl start typing in their blogs that this peacemaker is in fact a trouble maker and is double sided. ok i am taking a poll, are peace makers supposed to be one-sided? i dunno. if they are supposed to then i made a mistake, my bad. ok this was the part i didnt noe at first but amanda told me wad happened. i passed a letter of explanation pleading to give the person who said the insults a break. then the person who i wrote to ripped the letter. then i thought she hated me so i started crying, real real bad. you noe how it feels when you take very long to do sumthing then you try to consider both sides and try not to offend anybody when you are writing plead for sumone. yup then when it seems like the person has not read it and doesnt bother to read it and thinks you are on the "guilty" side she tears the letter. but actually that was not wad happened so i am glad at least there is one less person who hates me. but for all i noe she might dislike me... hmm . ok nvm about that. but in the end our class won the record for the only class that cried during VALENTINE'S DAY! heh... and i expected this year was going to get better i am mad. seriously i need to see a councillor ( did i spell that correctly). anyway today when i came back to class i started crying again...i dunno once i heard the word cry i react.weird right? so i ran to the toilet... then there were two 1/6 gurls there. they heard me crying then they comforted me. they were so damn nice, they even bought me kit kat. so tomorrow i want to give them sumthing really really special for valentine's day even though it is belated. hahas sorry. this is our class at the beginning of the year = damn united and enthu, this is our class now= still enthu. these are other classes= united and somewad enthu and do not have probs with friendship. ok so we need to get back to being super enthu and untied.yays! lets do it! ok i am being lame... i am trying to be positive... way over positive... will our class ever become that united again? i dunno maybe they will.yays! i **** my life. I **** my life. i **** my life.i hate my life so bad. ok too many words. i still want to type out a poem i read and saw from the st nicks diary. :D

Labels: my valentine's day