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Friday, February 02, 2007

4:19 AM

*sigh* i find myself hating the vacuum cleaner again... you noe all these wars started b cos of her... XD but there is one good thing she made me realise.... that hai rou does not like mii and does not trust mii, i trusted her but wads the use if the other party doesnt! hey grassae and valesha! thx so much for comforting mii! i love you guys! grassae thx for your advice but i have made my decision, i decided to stay away from them, they dun like mii around they think i am jealous of charlene but i am not. WTH! anyway, i realise that i should not spend my first year in sec school being depressed about friendship probs so i am going to try to find other ppl to hang out with and hope that they like mii for who i am! besides being with that clique thingy made me feel weird and i was always not part of it or i didnt feel like part f it anyway. so heres my plan we leave each other alone nobody dislikes anybody and yay! we are all happy! but you noe wad hurts the most? its when you find out just today that sumone backstabbed you and it hit you right in the heart... you trusted that person but they were lyk, " oh i dun like anthea, she is jealous of charlene( when i was not)". and btw when yt left the classroom i broke down into tears and grassae and wei shan were there comforting mii and i was very touched thx so much! anyway to sum things up i am not jealous of charlene i am leaving the past behind and i dun care if you spend the whole year with charlene, hai rou. charlene is a kinda nice gurl :X but my opinion of her will not change easily cos i have never hated anyone to that extent before. btw wad happened yesterday when the clique ppl thought that i was jealous of charlene i am seriously pissed about that but i dun really care now! yay i love 6G 06'! ok i gtg bb!